Fertilisation Report

I got up just after 8 today, keen to call the clinic to find out about my eggs. I couldnt call until after 9.30 and also wanted Hubby to be there. He got up at 9.30 so we called soon after. After I confirmed my date of birth the embryologist said "I dont have very good new for you" my heart sank. She told me none of my 4 eggs had fertilised. I had 3 mature eggs and 1 that wasnt quite mature enough but the sperm was great she said it was trying to fertilise and she really had no reasons as to why it hadnt happened. I was gutted. I was shaking my head to kind of let hubby know and he was asking what is she saying. I just started to cry. She asked if I wanted to speak to a nurse or take a few minutes and call back. I said I would call back as I was in no state to speak to anyone. My poor hubby, it took me a few minutes before I could explain to him.

Its so unfair, why me, why cant one thing just go right.. that's what I kept thinking. Took me about an hour before I could call back and speak to a nurse and when I did she was lovely, as usual, told me she was heading back to The Royal that afternoon and she would take my notes back and pass them to medical team for them to go over everything and see what went wrong etc. I will get a letter in the post for my review appointment where they will go over things. I asked if they would do ICSI next time and she thought that would probably happen.

Its my 35th birthday tomorrow so I think I deserve a large glass of wine or two :)

All my twitter friends and real life friends have been amazing and so supportive, I love you all.